Bloodmoon January 2018

Project Title: Bloodmoon January 2018


Duration: 0:23:45

Date: January 31st, 2018

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Welcome to Episode 69. We would be asking Prime Creator about the energies of January so far and is there energetic update, anything prime creator wants to share about what’s being happening this month.

Prime Creator: Dear ones you are currently in a state of going into labor in your planet, we are close to polarity, which means that the light is experiencing a readiness to birth upon your planet as is the shadow, this is a time of great polarity, this is a tie where there is great light and there is much chaos appearing within your reality.

Your Planet has just stated for many, many year, you have been waiting, you have been longing, you have been doing your inner work, you have been calling forth shift. You have been looking, seeking, creating change upon your planet.

Before the birth dear ones, come the labor pains and this is your current stage, there is great momentum for the light, there is great momentum for the shadow, in the sense of it being seen, in the sense of it unfolding up on your planet. This unfolding, this being seen of the shadow does not mean that it has great power. It simply means there is great momentum; there is great movement of the shadow.

Now, this can be quite powerful if you give it your power, if you give it your energy, if you give it your fear. We have discussed this at length before dear ones and yet the conversation is still quite relevant. Now is the time to be especially aware of how you are using your energy, of where you are putting your thoughts, your emotions. How are you using your energy and what are you creating? Are you connecting and engaging with the fear, or do you see it for what it is and stay central within your heart and love. This is practice now dear ones.

To maintain your sensor with your heart, to expand the love that you flow from your beings or if you wish to bring about the shift, too much of you is required, so much of your awareness so much of your love, so much of the effort or inner work to maintain your sensor, because unless this your default mood, it does take some effort. Please understand dear ones that you’re not in this alone. As you look at the life, it may seem that there is no support around you. It may seem that no understand what you are going through, it may seem that no one has the knowledge that you have. This is simply untrue dear ones.

For there are many fellow humans that share in your knowledge, that share in your love. There are many light beings that are continually supporting you, that are bringing you codes and information, for your upgrades, for your downloads, for your expansion, in those times dear ones. If you should be feeling alone or if you would feel that no one understands you. This is a time to feel into your hearts, to connect with your soul light, to connect with the light beings around you, to connect with your own inner wisdom and to breathe and know that indeed you are not alone, there is great love, dear ones; there is great love and appreciation for your souls, for your beings.

In this past month, many of you have experienced deep soul repair. Now, this may contradict your understanding that you are whole and complete, that your soul is whole and perfect. So allow me to explain, many of you have been experiencing, what feels like soul fatigue or soul exhaustion, this past months many new light codes have been brought in for you, so that you can heal and restore your physical human body at the soul level. But the human is one expression of the soul and the human body requires nurturing, sustenance and in order to receive this at the deepest levels the soul must be vibrant and so there is connection, a conversation between the soul and the body.

When I speak of soul repair, it is a bringing in of new light codes and information to fortify your human body at the soul level. The opportunity to experience soul repair, to rejuvenate the human body continues to be on the smurf, I bring this information to you, as many of you were in this experience in your month of January 2018. Even if you are not yet feeling the rejuvenation part, the work being done at the soul level, will translate eventually into your physical experience.

It was a similar experience for Gaia not necessarily soul repair, but a fortifying of her being at the soul level, or she is getting ready to take quantum leaps in her frequency, she has been preparing herself for what you might call ascension or a shift. It is not the ascension in quotes, it is part of her ascension process, the way that this affects humanity is that those of you who have been working with this frequencies, those of you who have been working Gaia, working with yourself in your inner work, you will experience a level of relief, soul relief you might say. A breathe of fresh air. Those who have not been doing this work may still experience to some degree, depending upon their current comic state and what they need to work out at this stage, what they need to heal or expand within themselves.

For there are those who consciously do this work, there are those who consciously do this work, there are those who do not consciously do this work but there are in this flow and there are those who suppress the work, those who are suppressing, or who have not been willing to do the work, these beings will have a harder time in the change in Gaya’s frequencies.

So I would invite you dear ones to bring forth compassion, to bring forth compassion to those who do not understand what is happening, to bring forth compassion to those who are in fear, to those who develop illness and disease for what has been suppressed or stored within the body must be express in some way. Remember, the shadow can no longer hide at this time. And so it is possible that you see some apocalyptic type scenarios with certain individuals, if they have been suppressing or trying to push away what they need to deal with.

So I invite you dear ones to bring forth the compassion, if they are open to hearing to explain, to offer tools and techniques for them to heal themselves, to get themselves out a suppressed state.

Speaker 3: How long will it take for the old financial system to finally dissolve? Is the digital currency another form of money magic or is this not so, or is digital currency truly a free democratic form of currency.

Prime Creator: The period of time it takes for a financial structure to dissolve is dependent upon the reaction and acceptance of the people. So there is no way to say it would take a certain amount of time, because all are in co creation of the experience. What you are seeing is a continuation of the shadow being revealed. It is not new except from your perspective with what you are referring to as the crypto currency and blockchain, this is not new, it is somewhat new in your experience, but it has existed for quite some time. This is another example of polarity as it was developed as a false hope to be shared with humanity with intensions behind it, not for the benefit of humanity.

However, there is opportunity for this system to be co-opted by the light so to speak, for there is the potential for those who set up the system to lose their power and for to be taken over by the common people. There are many layers of convolution to the crypto currency system.

Speaker 3: In the current energy patterns, where are we in the social change, in the percentage of awareness to this change in financial structure and is this more sooner than later?

Prime Creator: Dear one, the pattern is whatever the situation, whatever the unveiling is that it is ready to be birth and then there is delay and the it is ready to be birth and then there is delay, and then it is ready to be birth and then there is delay, within each delay there is a smaller unveiling of the information, meaning some people will get the memo, but not the general public, unless they are looking for the information, unless they are paying attention. I would say that, there is sooner rather than later in terms of the patterning of how this is going. For there is less and less time in between each delay, there is a smaller gap in between each delay.

Speaker 3: There have been a lot of different explanations of the human ascension process on this planet. Detailing a sudden event of human upgrading to the fifth dimension, as well as more gradual processes of human upgrading in the ascension process, which is true?

Prime Creator: In some ways it is both, for as the alignments continue, as the light wave continues to come to your planet, they do continue to get stronger and stronger each time. So there is not necessarily one event with one large blast, but each last so to speak does get stronger with each alignment, alignment such as full moons, eclipses planets and stars alignment, alignment that you are not even aware of, Galactic alignments, universal alignment, multiverse alignments.

There is a gradual alignment forming, that when each star, each planet, each galaxy, each universe, each multiverse is in place, that this is where you will experience more of what you have been desiring for your planet earth, for the experience you would call ascension and this grand alignment will last for quite some time, it is not a bleak in time so to speak.

Speaker 3: Is there need for meditating for the collective and for Gaia, experiencing the new energies for earth changes such as hurricanes and tidal waves or is it time to mediate on what we need to change for ourselves.

Prime Creator: This new energy you refer to is similar to what I was speaking of in Gaia’s preparation to make her quantum leaps in frequency. There was never a need to meditate for the collective for Gaia. This was something that many of you did as you felt guided in your hearts and there was nothing wrong with this, and it did bring more love and it did bring more love to planet, more love to each other, more love to the collective.

It has always been too focused on yourself to do your inner work, to raise your frequency, to work with your path and in doing so it automatically assist Gaia, it automatically assist the collective. So how to approach the current energies, it’s the same to focus on the self in doing the inner work, in expanding the love flow through you and staying centered within your heart and not engaging with the fear. In some ways it is the same message as it has always been.

Stay focused on your creations of light dear ones. Stay centered within your hearts and it is okay to enjoy your life as well.

Speaker 3: Are there any new energies or upgrades for the new moon and solar eclipse on January 31st?

Prime Creator: This is an alignment that would allow for opening. Opening within your being, opening with your mind, opening to new possibilities, opening to new ideas, opening to your expansion, the theme is opening to the new. Do your best dear ones to stay in a state of openness. Openness to your wisdom, openness to your hearts, with the energies of this alignment, allows yourselves to be radiant, allow yourself to shine, allow yourselves to grow brighter, to grow stronger. Release the distractions dear ones; come back to your hearts return to your ancient wisdom. The ancient knowing of who you are, allow yourself to open to even more of who you are. Yes with this alignment there would be new energies coming to your planet.

Be aware dear ones that polarity is still at work here and so be mindful, be aware to receive only those that for your highest alignment. That the energies of lower vibration, you need not interact with those, it is of your choosing of course, with this alignment there is strong pulse of energy from your galactic core, and this energy can interact with your core in such a way as to support your opening, opening to your new you, opening to your new self, which is really just the remembering of your ancient self, of your soul codes.

I thank you dear ones.

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Susie experienced her Spiritual Awakening on December 13th, 2004. Since that time, she has developed into a Spiritual Guide and Transformation Coach, teaching others how to do what she has done in her own life. Are you going through a spiritual awakening? You may enjoy relating the stories of other like you: Awakening Journeys: The Sacred Emerges

If you want support for your path of spiritual awakening, join The Creation Temple® as a Master Creator. The Creation Temple®

OR get a 1:1 session with Susie: https://susiebeiler.com/services

What is Going on in the World?

Project Title: What is Going on in the World?

Date: 2/4/18

Suzy: Well happy Sunday everyone, I just wanted to share what’s been coming through about what’s happening right now on the planet. And I hope you enjoy the little fire meditation going on behind me there. I wanted to include that just because it’s very meditative at least for me I love fires. Okay, so at the beginning of the year 2018, I felt a significant shift and it felt, like a good shift you know freedom and heaven on earth kind of energy. All the things that we’ve been working for on this planet all the things it felt like that.

So there were a couple days where I felt like that and then a lot of intensity happened and I know that I’m not alone in that experience. I know a lot of other people went through some intense things perhaps you were one of them. And it really feels good right? Personally I went through a really intensity talks and turn into a bit of a healing crisis and it was it was very intense—much needed. But very intensive not the way that anyone wants to start off the New Year right, you want to be in that fresh new energy and instead for me at least it was delving deep into old stuff so that I could release it, but it’s all good.

So the higher perspective of what’s happening now and this part of this information has come through the channeling that I do and part of this information is just this is what I’m seeing, this is what I’m understanding, this is what I’m observing others going through, so you know take what resonates leave the rest right. Part of what’s happening right now is a huge unfolding of the shadow being illuminated. So all of the stuff that’s been happening on this planet for thousands of years and perhaps even more is now coming into the light.

Now we’re seeing it, now we’re seeing the chaos unfold. Now we’re seeing what was hidden in the shadow, you know the stuff in the government, the stuff in the banking system, the stuff that, that some of us knew has been going on and for many it’s been hidden from them. Now it’s coming in to light and this is a very good thing, but what this can do for some people who aren’t as aware, who don’t have the higher perspective as it can send them into fear and chaos. And look even for those of us who do have the higher perspective, if we’re not totally centered within our hearts and within love at all times, we can start to buy into the fear, we can start to buy into the chaos that we see happening around us.

So, I wanted to share this higher perspective so that you can have the high perspective of what’s going on and really take in for yourself and stay centered within the love energies [coughs] Sorry about that guys; still recovering a little yeah. So some of this stuff even talking about it, I’m transmuting as I talk and so it’s not always a comfortable thing for me.

Okay, so understanding that as we go this through this transition on our planet, as everything is illuminated, as everything moves into the light, we are going to see some nasty things, we are going to see some things that don’t look nice that don’t feel nice you know for those of us who are empaths and feel things.

We’re going to feel the shadow as well it’s not like we just stand back and observe it. Excuse me, we’re going to feel it, we’re going to feel the intensity of what’s unfolding, we’re going to feel the intensity of what’s coming out of the shadow and it’s not always a pleasant experience. It’s not always a comfortable thing and so I’m bringing forth this information so that you can really recognize what’s happening on a larger scale and stay focused on your inner work. Staying centered in love within your heart, being the eye in the middle of the storm.

Now I am asking for ease and grace for the collective and I hope you’ll do that with me. I am asking that this unfolding happens with as much ease and grace as possible you know, but we don’t always have control over how things break down, how things unfold, there will be a breaking down, there is currently a dismantling happening in the banking system in government.

The breaking down part, the dismantling part, it doesn’t always look pretty. It’s important it needs to happen, but it’s not always the easiest to observe. It’s not always the most pleasant thing to witness.

So as you in the coming months I don’t know how long it will take perhaps in the coming years, as you observe and notice the breakdown, the dismantling; the things that are falling apart. I invite you to stay centered within your hearts as much as possible to offer love for yourselves, to offer love to those around you, to really practice self-love and honoring of yourself of your needs because especially again for those who are empaths and for those of us who feel all of these things it can take a toll on the physical body.

It can be a very intense experience for the physical body. So I invite you to take exceptional care of your physical bodies, of your emotions, of your mental body, take care of your spirit, take care of your spiritual path and not to get discouraged by what you see around you, because what you’re seeing around you is the illusion finally coming into the light and this is a good thing.

And so I promise what I’m about to say is not political, but it is part of the perspective.

So when Trump came into office this was a very important thing because the role that he plays is to shine a light on how ridiculous the government is, how much puppetry there is, how you know the powers that be pull the strings.

Trump shows us all of that and the public needs to see that. For those who think that when they cast their vote that it’s making a difference. The public needed to see how all of this was puppetry and pulling strings and the person, the president—the person in charge, so to speak, really isn’t the one in charge. So he needed to play that role for us to show everyone in this country and around the world how ridiculous this whole setup is.

So again keeping that larger perspective, this is simply the larger perspective of what’s happening, if we get caught up in the details, if we get caught up in: “oh this memo was released and this thing happened and oh what does this mean?” look all of it is the shadow coming into light. And it may shock some people what comes forth, we may not like what we see. But all of that has to come into the public eye, all of that has to come forth so that we can break down the old systems and old paradigms and create the new.

Now while the old systems are breaking down, we can as light workers be creating the new and this is something that prime creator has said over and over and over again as stay focused on your creations of light. And that’s what we need to be doing right now. Those of us who are pioneers on the cutting edge creating the new paradigms, bringing forth the free energy technologies, bringing forth you know the new ways of building, bringing forth the sustainability ways of creating on this planet, we need to be focused on that.

Now is not the time to be distracted by the systems that are falling apart and what we see unfolding before us. We know, we know that things are falling apart and things are unraveling, that’s good, that’s great, let it happen. We need to be staying focused on what we are creating. I call it heaven on earth, you call it whatever you like. But we need to be focused on that.

So that’s really my call to action right now, is to know what you want and start creating. So get real with yourself, get honest with yourself, what is it that you really want thanks for sharing Danielle. What is it that you really want, what is it that resonates truly within your heart? What do you want to see on this planet, if you feel like you don’t have the resources to create what you want right now, that’s okay.

Start visioning, put it on paper, put it in writing you know get the energy out, get the vibrations from your heart and start blasting them into the universe. You don’t have to have the money right now, if you do great start you know creating in that way. But if you don’t have the resources the funding the money whatever it is don’t get discouraged and think: “oh there’s nothing I can do yes.” Right now, there is something you can do. Get your visions, get your dreams on paper and physicalize them in whatever way you can and blast that energy from your heart out into the universe.

Share it with people as you feel guided create community as much as you can, to support each other’s visions because I guarantee you; the thing that you dream of, the thing that you desire, you’re not alone in that. And if you’re in a country where you feel alone on your spiritual path you don’t have people around you immediately where you know you can get that kind of increase in support there are people around the globe that share your vision that have the dream that you have. Find them, find them on Facebook, find them on YouTube, whatever, wherever it is. They’re there find them start communicating with them. Share your visions, your goals your dreams and get you know your heart desires, your soul desires, get it out there.

Of course, you know I have to say it; of course, we’re here for you in the creation temple join us a master creator meet with us every week to share your visions and dreams and goals. We are physicalizing what we are creating in the creation temple.

And we would love to have you with us as a master creator to create from that depth of your heart and the depth of your soul. What it is that you desire for this planet, how can we create heaven on earth together that’s what we’re doing as master creators in the creation temple.

So, if you feel called to that definitely join us, so we meet every week online via videos we’ll get to see each other we get to connect, so it doesn’t matter where you are in the world you get to have that connection that you desire. So just quickly wrapping up as you see what’s unfolding on this planet, as you see the chaos, as you see the shadow being illuminated, I highly encourage you and invite you not to get caught up or distracted in that, that’s going to happen it may look rough, it may feel rough, again we can call it ease and grace for the collective and for ourselves. But the shadows coming out it’s got to be seen and this is a good thing.

But it might not always look so great. So as you observe and witness everything falling apart and rebuilding remember who you are, remember the role that you would like to play, remember why you came to this planet in the first place and when it feels heavy and when it feels too intense remember that you’re not alone. There are others going through this, there are others feeling the intensity right there with you and you’re a powerful being.

So when you can focus on your creations of light, when you can focus on the love that is within your heart and stay centered and grounded in that, that’s power and that’s exactly what we need in order to create heaven on earth and change what’s been happening on this planet. It is falling apart, it is unraveling the new is coming into place at least on the energetic level. And very soon, I hope in a very physical way.

So physicalize your dreams and visions of heaven on earth however you can, again, write it down, drawing it, speaking it to other people, sharing it and keep going forward. One foot in front of the other chop wood, carry water my friend has this, I think it’s a Buddhist say or something chop wood carry water, dance through the avalanche yes.

Keep going my friends because we’re doing it, we’re making a difference, things are shifting, things are changing and we just need to keep going. Bring our light into this shadow; bring our light into the darkness and shine, shine, shine as bright as we can.

I love you all and again if anything in the creation temple calls to you please join us there. There are so many resources, I’m putting all the latest downloads from source, all the latest information that I’m getting into the creation temple you can join for as little as twenty-five a month and get a ton of content and resources to help you on your spiritual path. So I love you each and I’ll see you in the next video.

Thanks for being with me for this conversation much love.

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Susie experienced her Spiritual Awakening on December 13th, 2004. Since that time, she has developed into a Spiritual Guide and Transformation Coach, teaching others how to do what she has done in her own life. Are you going through a spiritual awakening? You may enjoy relating the stories of other like you: Awakening Journeys: The Sacred Emerges

If you want support for your path of spiritual awakening, join The Creation Temple® as a Master Creator. The Creation Temple®

OR get a 1:1 session with Susie: https://susiebeiler.com/services

You Can Heal Yourself By Talking With Your Inner Child

Project Title: You Can Heal Yourself by Talking with your Inner Child

Duration: 0:12:33.3

Date: 1/8/2018

Susie: Happy Monday everyone, I want to do cam and have a conversation with you about the inner child so one—-by the way I’m wearing this hat because it’s fun, playing with my inner, also because it’s a cloudy day here in Sedona, hoping we’re going to get some rain so the house is a little cooler because the sun is not warming it up but anyway, so if you have questions about how to dialogue with your inner child, please post them in the comments hopefully I can answer them.

This has come up for me because I don’t know if you guys remember last year the thing that I had with inflammation and when I talked to my body I figured out it was unresolved anger and I went through this whole process of integrating anger. On the past month the inflammation has come back just really subtle and so I was asking my body: “is there anything you want to tell me about this, you know what’s going on anything you want to share” and my body is like: “Talk to your inner child” [laughs] so I asked little Susie: “What’s going on, what’s happening, anything you want to share?” Turns out she’s having a temper tantrum, throwing herself on the floor screaming kicking, you know, having a temper tantrum, and I was like: “Oh! Honey, what’s going on?” I have no idea, coz you know I haven’t checked in with her in a while, she’s been pretty good pretty stable, pretty happy so I hadn’t really checked in with her for a while. So I asked little: “Susie what’s going, what’s happening, how can I help you” and essentially she just needs to be heard and to have a temper tantrum, she just needs to like tantrum it all. So I just let her have a temper tantrum, and also let her know that I’m here, I’m listening, I’m checking in, I’m available and that has decreased information dramatically in my body and that’s really powerful.

So I just wanted to have a conversation with you guys. How you can heal your inner, how you can heal yourself by talking with your inner child. So how do you talk with your inner child? Again, if you guys have questions about these, put those in the comments, hopefully, I can answer them.

How do you talk with your inner child? How do you even—-and what is the inner child? We should start there.

So the inner child is an aspect of yourself, usually has wounding from when you were younger so anything unresolved in your current life, any trauma, any suffering, any pattern that keep showing up, anything that keeps showing up that is unresolved generally has a lot to do with the inner child and an aspect of you that is not unhealed. So when you reflect on your life or think on life, what happened when you were younger, you can usually find a point, maybe you are two years old or five years or twelve years old, or whatever and maybe it’s more than one age, where you experience trauma often with the parents, maybe not with your parents, experience something traumatic, experience something that you need to heal.

So what is required to connect with your inner child is a space of quiet within your mind. So that’s generally the hardest part, right? So if you’re good at getting yourself into a meditative space that’s a great time to connect with your inner child and if you’re not good at that then that’s something you’ll need to practice to be able to quiet your mind, to be able to access your inner child or to find a practitioner who can find that voice of your inner child for you, and that’s very possible as well, that’s something that I can do with you. So if you are having a hard time accessing it for yourself, you can always hire someone to help you out with that, but generally the idea is to get in a quiet space within yourself, so that you can quiet your mind and access that, to listen that smaller voice of the inner child.

So deep belly breathing and just allowing your body to become more and more relaxed and call forth your inner child. So for me, I call it little Susie and like: “Little Susie is there something you want to say, is there something you want to share with me, is there something you want to express, I’m listening, so you need to learn your inner child know that you’re here, you need to let your inner child know that you’re listening to her or him [laughs] You need to set aside that time and space for that connection.

Now sometimes the voice is so loud and it’s easier to connect in and sometimes it’s a quiet voice because maybe you’re not practiced with connecting with your inner child, so again it is a practice and it’s one of those journey things [laughs] we talk about all the time, it’s a journey, well it’s really kind of is because if you’re not used to dialoguing with your inner child, it is a practice, it is an intentional thing that you’re doing to get access and to connect.

So I don’t know if you guys are writing down questions and I’m just not seeing them but if you do have questions that you want to put in the comment feel free to do that so I can answer them.

So get into that quiet space and letting your inner child know that you’re listening, letting your inner child know that you are here, that you’re available for a conversation for a dialogue and then start asking your inner child questions: “What do you need from me, what do you want, what do you want from me, what do you need, what would you like to express, do you have anything to say?” and then listen, listen for the answer and see what the inner child has to say.

How do you start a conversation? Great: So you just start asking question, you just start asking questions and just like I just said, you’ll probably type in that comment as I was asking this [laughs] questions: “what do you need from me, what do you want, what do you want from me, how can I help you, how can I support you, what do you need to express, are you hurting somewhere is there trauma that you’ve experienced that you would like to heal” and as you—-if you want to use this dialogue for self-healing then you ask your inner, then you let your inner child know that you are going to play the role of the parent for your child. So it’s like self-parenting, so if your child, in my example, if your child is angry and having a temper tantrum, what little Susie needs is to have that tantrum and to be lovingly accepted while she has that tantrum so we’re just allowing her to do it.

So you’re playing the parent role for your inner child, you’re offering the divine feminine and you’re offering the sacred masculine and so again this why this a journey, if you’re not—-if you haven’t practiced integrating your divine feminine into your being, integrating your sacred masculine into your being, you might not know how to give that to your inner child, so that’s another part of the journey. It’s learning what the feminine is for you, learning what the sacred masculine is for you, learning how to be both and be balanced with both and to offer those to your inner child.

Most of what your inner child wants is your attention, your acceptance, your love that’s kind of universal. So even if you don’t know how to be the divine mother or be the sacred father that’s okay, just offer your inner child love and acceptance. Let your inner child know you’re listening, let your inner child know you’re available.

And if you’re first starting this kind of a journey with your inner child, its really helpful to set aside a time, just like you would set aside ten minutes for meditation everyday, it’s setting aside that time to be with your inner child, setting aside that time to ask your inner child questions and to listen. So it might be helpful to get a pencil and paper and just start some automatic writing when you ask your inner child questions if there is anything he or she ha to say to you. If you are good at getting in that meditative state and just sitting still and silent asking the questions and looking to see what answers come forth. Grabbing your phone and then opening the memo or the notes or whatever, like the audio recording thing on your phone and ask the questions and then just start talking and see what comes out. And then you have a recording of it in case something really juicy comes up and you can remember it.

So it really is about setting the intention that you want to connect with your inner child, letting your inner child know that you are available and making some commitments. So when I first had my inner child healing experience, my friend Windy Rose helped me with that and she took me through this process and then I ended up making some promises to little Susie I said: “I promise I’ll pay attention from now, I promise I will nurture you, I’ll hold you if you need to help, I’ll hold your hand, if you want to hold my hand, I’ll play with you when you want to play” things like that. So that has been so helpful in having. In achieving self-healing for me, in healing the wounds of the past, you know how I grew up, the lack, not getting enough love whatever. My parents are very loving by the so I’m not at all saying that my parents failed me, they were very, very loving.

But every child has that need to be nurtured to be loved to accepted and so that’s what you can do for your inner child is offer that love, that acceptance and that nurturing and so sometimes nurturing that inner child means nurturing the adult, going out into nature, going to floats bar and being enveloped in the [inaudible 0:10:39] environment of the warm waters. Going to the hot springs. Those are some things that I love, but finding—-going outside and making mud pies that could be nurturing to inner child and the adults, so learning how to play yay! Get some thumbs up for that. So whatever you do to nurture your inner child, whatever you do for play, then if its both your inner child and your adult self.

So I’ll love to see some comments about how you nurture your inner child, or how you play with your inner child. [inaudible 0:11:13] are really great at playing with her inner children, be it laugh or silly together it’s just—-it’s nurturing for inner children as well as for our adult self, So it works both ways as you heal the inner child your also, of course, healing the adult self. And this is a very powerful self-healing tool, is working with your inner child. So I’m not seeing any questions again, I don’t know if Facebook is just now showing me them or you haven’t written anything down, I would check the video after I say goodbye.

Thank you for joining me today. If you want more support with accessing your inner child, you can get a one on one session or you can join us in the creation temple as a master creator because we meet every week in person or online through videos, we get to have that nice deep connection and we get to do our shadow work together sometimes laugh and play together too. So I would love if that’s some level of support that you want, come join our soul family in the creation temple as a master creator and you’ll get personalized deep support to nurture, not just to your adult self but to your inner child as well.

So lots of love to you guys and I’ll check the video afterward. So the first question is here in the comments. I’ll see you in the next video. Muah! [kisses] much love.

Susie experienced her Spiritual Awakening on December 13th, 2004. Since that time, she has developed into a Spiritual Guide and Transformation Coach, teaching others how to do what she has done in her own life. Are you going through a spiritual awakening? You may enjoy relating the stories of other like you: Awakening Journeys: The Sacred Emerges

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The Universe Human Relationship Channeling Part 67

Project Title: The Universe – Human Relationship, Channeling Part 67

Duration: 0:25:37
Date: 12/27/17

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Susie: Beautiful soul family thank you for being part of this channel; if you would like deeper support for your spiritual journey, I invite you to check our retreats and the creation temple. You can join as a master creator, royal creator, divine creator or a free member. We would also appreciate your sponsorships and any donations you would like to send your way to keep these videos coming to you, much love.

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Susie: Hello and welcome to episode 67. A few of you have requested that the transcriptions of the videos come back. I think we left off at episode 57 or 47. So if anyone who is listening to these tele-messages would like to offer their time and energy to transcribe the video we have a simple way that we can help you to do that. Contact me at creationtemple.com/contact and we’ll share a process with you to make it easier and faster for you to transcribe for us. So if you are willing to volunteer let us know and I know that our community here would be really appreciative of that. Thank you so much.

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Speaker 1: During death when releasing the physical body, what else is released beside gravity and the ego mind?

Prime Creator: First, an understanding of what happens after physical death, when the soul is released from the body meaning that the soul is no longer attached to the human form. The being is still inform [sic], what you might call etheric form and the soul is still with this etheric form and depending upon [sic] the soul’s journey at this point, especially now with where many souls are in their journey. The soul would move into light form and then into no form, to return to source. Some souls would take other forms whether enteric form, spirit form, light form, depending upon their journey. So what is released from the physical body after death to some extent depends upon the soul journey. For those souls returning to source, all is eventually released. For the souls taking

other forms, there may be a cellular matrix imprint so to speak and for be reestablished with the new body whether the human body or other species.

Speaker 1: So what about if some experiences an etheric form a deceased individual such as experienced ghost where it appears that the individual retains their ego, their personality and still interacts with the local environment.

Prime Creator: Yes, in this case, much is retained within etheric form, many cellular memories aspect of the mind, aspects of personality. Again depending upon where the soul is in the journey as some of these beings are not free in that realm and so they retain more density, therefore, more ego mind, more personality and some of these beings are what you may interpret as angelic and would retain less personality-less cellular memory.

Speaker 1: Are there also energy matrixes that are released such as shockers specific to the human form?

Prime Creator: Again depending upon where the soul is in the journey and what form the soul chooses to take after leaving human form, for there are other races, your star brothers and sisters as you might say, that work with shocker systems, now these shocker systems may muff to some degree, to adapt to their bodies and environment and these energetic matrixes also adapt to their environments and yet there is a correlation, there are similarities. For example, this is how octorian healers know how to work with human bodies as there are similarities in form as well as in energetic matrixes such as chocker systems, such as meridians, for not only have they studied humans, but they also work with these systems in their bodies.

Speaker 1: With the symbology of the human body being the universe what is father cosmos as the universe teaching us through our human form?

Prime Creator: He is teaching you the power of physicality. The power of being in densities and dimensions that are of slower vibrations. Just to note dear ones, many of you have interpreted slower vibrations to mean lesser than or not as spiritual, judging it as bad or wrong and this is not the case for in slower vibrating realities there is much power to create with form.

It is one thing to manifest in etheric form, it is quite another to manifest in physical form because father cosmos is physicality in terms of the universal structure of what he has created in terms of the forms he has created. He works with and through human bodies, to create more form such as with your offsprings and with what you create in your structures, houses for example. As again physical form is quite different from etheric form.

Speaker 1: What is father cosmos teaching us in the human body if you are experiencing pain or pleasure [inaudible 0:08:29]

Prime Creator: These are a guidepost to assist you in knowing what you want and what you do not want, knowing what brings you joy and knowing what you do not like, for if everything was neutral how would you know in which direction you would wish to move.

He is also teaching you and assisting you to learn and master polarity. For as you have experienced, pain and pleasure can be on the opposite side of the spectrum and at times, they are very similar, almost indistinguishable this has much to do with the patterning in your brain and nervous system as one moment something can feel painful and another it can feel pleasurable and even painful experiences can feel pleasurable in a way when you develop patterns of comfort around this if you are used to constant pain. There is a comfort because it is what you are used to and the human proclivity is to come into homoeostasis at least this was largely part of the old patterning many are moving quite beyond this and now are more interested in ascension, evolution, growth, expansion, etcetera.

Speaker 1: What, in the human body, does this polarity of pain and pleasure meet and balance and how can we transcend this polarity?

Prime Creator: It meets and balance within your nervous system and brain. To transcend the polarity you must release the patterns that you have allowed and establish within your brains and the energies within your nervous systems that have allowed and establish the patterns to come into a place of acceptance, that this is what your human experience to has been to this point and to understand that you have capabilities beyond this, to accept all degree of pain, to accept all degree of pleasure, to allow them to dance so to speak, for where there is acceptance there is no need to change there is no resistance, there is no need to get put of it, so for example if you are in pain, rather than trying to avoid the pain, allow yourself to feel, ask it what message it has for you, get to the root issue, get to the core of the pain, so that you can understand why it is with you, and then you can accept and then it can dissolve as you transcend.

With regards to pleasure to allow yourself to feel deep pleasures. When I speak of pleasure I am referring to pleasures that are inherent to being human, not bringing in external stimuli or substances but to feel the pleasure of being human. Many of you are not as well versed with this aspect as you are with pain, and so in order to transcend the polarity of pleasure and pain you must come into understanding, knowing and feeling what it is to be in pleasure as a human being. Again not using external stimuli such as substances of food etcetera but being with your body, your energy, your spirit, your soul while in human form. Feeling the depth of who you are, knowing your value and worth, this kind of pleasure will assist in balancing the polarity.

Speaker 1: What mechanism causes us to consciously forget our past life, spiritual nature, spiritual aspect, soul path etcetera when entering a human life here on [inaudible 0:13:39]?

Prime Creator: Remembering that you have cellular memory but you do not carry the same mind from one body to the next, you take a new mind when entering a new human body and so the cellular memory is there to assist the remembering of who you are or any traumas and pains that still needs healing. It is the taking of human form itself where this sorts of memories are erased of course they are not truly erased, for they are accessible through your cellular memory through akashic] records etcetera and on rare occasion there are beings who do not go through this forgetting process.

It is not a mechanism so to speak, it is like going through a gateway from whatever form you are in, to taking human form and as you go through the gateway to take human form, you do not bring your previous mind from any previous incarnation or any of these memories with you, again all these memories and previous minds exist and they are accessible through cellular memory, past life aggression, akashic records, readings etcetera.

Speaker 1: Is this common experience with most beings or is it specific to this planet?

Prime Creator: It depends upon what dimensional space the being is entering, for example, those entering dimensions with slower vibrations and more densities have these experience more than beings who are entering higher dimensional realities that are vibrating faster for in most cases a being enters the lower vibrational realities to practice their mastery to achieve soul growth. I explain this in your understanding of linearity dear ones and so those beings come into planet earth and denser realities go through this forgetting so that they can exercise their mastery in working with lower densities. For many of the beings that come to your planet earth well versed in navigating realms of higher vibrations and now put into practice their mastery of working with lower densities realities or realities of greater density.

Speaker 1: With this symbology, the human being, being the universe, is there a star for each cell in the human body?

Prime Creator: There is not a star for each cell of the human body. However there is a correlation of how the cell work within the human form to the star systems in your universe, now you experience time as a human being and in this experience of time, cells are constantly dying new cells are constantly being formed, your perception of this happening in your universe in terms stars dying and new stars being birthed is very different and yet it is all happening simultaneously at the same time, it is simply your perception that makes it seem that what is happening your body happens much faster than how stars are being birth and die within your universe. There are groupings of cells that correlate to different star systems, such as your Milky way galaxy corresponding to your heart cells, this is a very deep subject and would take much time for this channel to decipher, we would actually stop with this at this time.

Speaker 1: When just one human heals the cells of their body from trauma or they integrate their spiritual gifts into their cells, how does this affect the universe?

Prime Creator: Codes are exchanged. Let us bring the example again of the heart. When a human being heals their heart emotionally, physically, spiritually, however, it is for them, the star systems within your galaxy receives a pulse, a code, receives information from that human this information, these codes serve to allow the star systems to make adjustments, adjustments for their own healing their own evolution. It is not quite like this, dear ones and yet we are running into the limitations of the English language in describing this, it is not always that the star system need to be healed but it gives them information for advancement, for evolution.

Speaker 1: How is past life trauma stored in the cells of the physical body even though the past life might not even occur in the same universe.

Prime Creator: Dear one it does not matter where the energy was located, where the energy occurred. Energy is energy it is accessible no matter location.

Speaker 1: How is karma stored in the physical body?

Prime Creator: Karma is the information that comes from the soul and as the soul is connected to whatever human, whatever forms it takes, and human or not, that information is relayed from the soul to the human as the soul can transfer codes, memories, and information to physicality of whatever form it is connected to.

Speaker 1: Is there anything else prime creator would like to share with those watching this video at this time?

Prime Creator: We have conversed before about feeling your emotions allowing yourself to feel. In your year of 2018, this would continue to be very relevant, as you would see many changes upon your planet as more chaos would unfold and on the flip side more transcending of that chaos, more love more connections, more light, more heaven on earth energies. If you wish to be one who transcends the chaos it is important for you to find your internal balance and if you have surpressed emotions suppressed feelings that would constantly pull on your energy causing you to be off center to pull you out of balance.

I am not talking about wallowing in sorrow, grief, anger etcetera. I speaking of feeling what you feel, allowing it to flow through you and coming back into center within your hearts. For if you like to be an emotional charge, you cannot truly transcend the chaos for again that charge will tug you out of center. Many of you are addicted to being charged, to being triggered and many of you are also advanced enough to be able to exercise your mastery in this regard to quickly address any triggers or emotional charges and move on.

I thank you dear ones for doing your inner work, for refining your skills, for purifying your beings. You are making a tremendous difference, please do not doubt this, dear ones each small victory, each small success, each achievement that you have within your own being. Is affecting the whole, it is affecting the collective in beautiful and uplifting ways. And I thank you dear ones.

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Susie: Thank you, Prime Creator. You know its nice to be seeing [laughs] I don’t know if you guys feel that way when you watch these

videos or listen to the messages when prime creator shares how what we are doing, the inner work that we do for ourselves is making a difference for the collective. I feel really seen and that’s nice [laughs].

I thank you guys for doing your inner work and for affecting the collective positively with your inner changes and all of that and again if you need support with that or here in the creation temple. The master creators and I meet every week and we’re transforming ourselves and we’re—- it’s just incredible to be on the meet with soul family every week, so if that’s something that cost you, come check it out, creationtemple.com. Much love you guys, I’ll see you in the next video much!

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Susie experienced her Spiritual Awakening on December 13th, 2004. Since that time, she has developed into a Spiritual Guide and Transformation Coach, teaching others how to do what she has done in her own life. Are you going through a spiritual awakening? You may enjoy relating the stories of other like you: Awakening Journeys: The Sacred Emerges

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Winter Solstice 2017 Update – Channeling Part 68

Project Title: Winter Solstice 2017 Update – Channeling Part 68

Susie: Beautiful soul family thank you for being part of this channel, if you would like deeper support for your spiritual journey I invite you to check on our retreats and the creation temple. You can join as a master creator, royal creator, divine creator or free member. We would also appreciate your sponsorships and any donations you would like to send our way to keep these videos coming to you. Much love!
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Susie: Welcome to episode 68. This is about the solstice and when I, I can’t remember if it was the morning, I think it was the morning of the solstice day when I woke up. I felt and saw with my mind’s eye like a veil being turn in two and the light was pouring through the veil. So the first question we are going to start out with is about that Visual kind of experience also that I had and to see if prime creator can share any insight about that.
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Prime Creator: Dear Ones, in many conversations we have spoken about the light pouring through, more and more light coming to your planet. This vision, if you will is simply a representation that there is now even more light coming to you, coming to your planet. It is an invitation to open your hearts, open your minds, open your energy fields to receive this light. Even with a small opening the intensity of the light is of great service, for there is a muted light that shines upon the shadow and only certain layers or levels of shadow can be revealed with a muted light as compared to the intensity of light now coming to your planet.

This light is able to penetrate many layers, many levels to more depth of shadows, than previously before. What this means for your external reality is that you will continue to see more of what has been hidden in the shadows. Do not be surprised if what you thought was truth turns out to be false, if what you thought to be false turns out to be truth, for as the light penetrates the depth of shadow all is being revealed to now.

This process is not complete at this time, this process will continue in your months and year to come. You would continue to see more and more layers of shadows. And so while I am not encouraging a fluidity of truth so to speak, I am saying do not become attached to your ideas of what you think is truth. For something’s that you think are not fully representing the whole.
You will be able to access more truth through the heart, through the intuition then through the mind in those cases. For those of you who have super discernment the mind can be a great tool for discerning truth. But for many of you there is still much programming that influences what you see as truth, or what you think as truth, so it is better in this case to cultivate your intuition, to cultivate your hearts knowing for a deeper more complete discernment.

Speaker 3: A client asks – We recently had a small amount of your whole disclosure on the main stream news. With the shadow being revealed and the veil being listed are we going to experience more disclosure in 2018?

Prime Creator: I would do my best to explain through this channel.
You can anticipate more disclosure, however, this comes with an alert or a warning that again not everything you see or not everything you are told is going to be truth or true disclosure. This is a process that is setup with many smoking mirrors you might say, for there are still strong agendas running to influence you to think a certain way about your star brothers and sisters and so on one hand, yes this disclosure will bring more awareness of your star brothers and sisters. And on another this awareness will not always be completely pure or truthful.

Pay attention to whom is delivering the source of information, pay attention to your own heart and experience and how you react from your heart space to this information. For example recently there were lights appearing in the sky but some say are space x rockets test and some feel quite a different energy from these lights. And so it would be a practice in discernment of what you feel from directly witnessing or watching a video of this experience of similar experience. Because how these things would be portrayed by your media is not always truly accurate of what the event really is. This is a time that it calls for great discernment and to allow the experiences and opinions of others.
For you may stand side by side with someone and witness something in the sky and each of you will feel something completely different, you may even see something quite different and to allow the experience and feeling of the other and to know your own personal experience and what it means to you.

Speaker 3: A client asks – The Vatican has a telescope or series of telescope. One of them has been held Lucifer. What is the Vatican using these telescopes to look for?

Prime Creator: Again, I will do my best to explain through this channel.
They are looking for a light source. A certain kind of light that they can manipulate, that they can use for their purposes, this light will make it appear as if they are of the light but they are not using this light for purposes of the light, for the highest purposes you might say, it is a deception of sorts.
They are attempting a harvesting of this light, similar to what you know as men malevolent ET’s who want to harvest gold or other precious substances from other planets for their purposes of furthering their own race that is not in benefit for all. This is a similar situation of wanting to harvest this resource.

Speaker 3: A client asks – so is this a project or program that the Vatican has in collision with other ETs?

Prime Creator: In a manner of speaking dear one, those ET’s that are of the same lineage that are not currently in human form and can assist from where they are. It is less about human versus ET and more about the lineage of these beings.

Speaker 3: A client asks – Are members of the Vatican that are working on these projects members of this lineage?

Prime Creator: Yes dear one

Speaker 3: A client asks – You said that chaos is to come in 2018, how can we be more in flow with that and how can we recover better from the wave of energy that might cause us to be in exhaustion?

Prime Creator: Yes dear one, allow me to clarify. More chaos will seemingly appear, will seemingly unfold and be revealed it is not that there is more coming, it is more is showing up that has always been hidden in the shadow, you are simply seeing more of it now and so it appears to your perception than it is more chaotic before, but in truth the chaos has always been there.
And so to deal with what you are now seeing with what is now being revealed. I invite you to take exception care of your nervous system to especially focus on the breath. Physiological speaking, there is a transformation that takes place within the human body when breathing through the belly and so to continually bring your focus to your breath and how you are breathing so that you can train your body and your nervous system wiring to calmness to peace.
You can train your body, you can train your nervous system through the breath. Of course, as we have discussed before eating pure foods hydration, being grounded with nature all of these things are helpful for the nervous system as well. And one of the most effective ways to training your nervous system is with your breadth and it works both ways dear ones. For if you practice shallow breathing through your chest you are training your nervous system to be on high alert, you are training your nervous system to be in fear or to run away. And so when you activate your physiology through the belly breath, you can influence and train your nervous system to be in a more relax state.
It is also helpful for some to place yourself in muted light, to create a retreat or moonlike environment from time to time. As I mention earlier the intensity of the light coming now, is much greater. And there may be times where you wish to restore yourself to take a few minutes away from bright light and to put yourself in a soft muted environment such as a room with the light from a [inaudible 0:14:46] for example. This would also encourage the nervous system to not be on high alert.
There are many tools at your disposal dear ones; I would invite you to carefully consider which tools you use. For some tools will give you temporary relief but then bring side effects later and some tools will bring you sustainable assistance. And so it is helpful to know your body and how you respond to different tools. So that you can choose what is most highly aligned for you. Beware of the tools that give you the temporary relief, for in the end these types of tools can do more harm than good to your nervous system, to your field, to your energy body.

Speaker 3: A client asks – Regarding the waves of light coming are there in actual conscious thing or is it just a product of two stars crashing?

Prime Creator: Yes dear on. There are many sources of these light coming to your planet, as we have discussed before, these light is coming from many different places and many alignments and so some of these light is a product of moving through light within your galaxy and some of these light is more of conscious effort you could say. Where light beings such as planets galaxy’s other universes are aligning in such a way as to strengthen the light coming to your planet and these has much more consciousness or deliberate organization.
Speaker 3: A client asks – How do I feel that bliss in connection to solstice make me so happy, right now, I don’t really feel that anymore even though I do so much meditation?

Prime Creator: You must set a healthy boundary dear one for you’re doing much work for the collective; some of what you are feeling is the collective energy mostly not yours, some of it yours. So if you want to feel this bliss again you must set your intentions to do the meditation for you.
Now to understand dear one, what you are doing for the collective is of great service and so you can use this information how you wish and also to understand that the goal of being human is not to enter a state of bliss, it is to experience being human. To develop your mastery of lower vibrations, of lower density living so if you are wanting to experience bliss as a type of escape from feeling something you must walk through, this does not further your mastery, if you are taking moments to experience bliss to provide balance to the human experience, this is a different intention.

Speaker 3: A client asks – As everybody is talking about awakening I don’t feel too much, I’m I awaken or is there a certain percentage you can give me?

Prime Creator: Please understand dear one that everyone is wired differently, everyone processes senses feels, notes things through different channels, through different ways of perception. Just because you do not feel doesn’t not mean you are not awake. As a percentage does not serve I will not speak numbers with you dear one. However, please understand that this concept that humans call awakening is quite fluid for there is the understanding that you can have from your human perspective and as you move out of human body into a etheric form into light body there is completely different perspective that you would have. In some ways these concept and asking if one is awake is a set up for judgment for comparison, what I am trying to say is to know within your own being who you are. It does not matter if you are awake or asleep, what matters is that you are in human form, what matters is that in this here and now, you on this planet, what matters is that you have life and breadth as a human being and then some ways this is greatest awakening there is, to have life and breadth through a human form and you are beautiful dear one.

Speaker 3: Is there anything else prime creator would like to share with those watching this video at this time.

Prime Creator: I would invite you dear ones to respect where others are on the journey, for you may be in a place of celebration or you may be in a place of suffering or somewhere in between and when I say respect I mean do not compare yourself to another. As you observe fellow light workers and you see what they have accomplished or you see them in suffering and still very much in the trenches doing their inner work.
To offer celebration to those who are celebrating, to offer compassion and assistant to those who are in the trenches so to speak and do not compare, for man of you would begin to see more clearly the experience of others, why they are experiencing what they are, why they are having difficulties or why they appear to be smooth sailing so to speak and so it is important to not offer judgment or comparison but to celebrate and have compassion for each where they are on their journey. For this is part of creating the harmonized matrix dear ones.
For example if you are in suffering and you observe another, having a beautiful experience, to be happy for them to celebrate with them. And if you are one if you who is noticing another that is in suffering, to lend a hand as you feel guarded. Or to simply withhold judgment and allow them on their journey, allow them on their path, allow them to go through what they are going through, without trying to interrupt their process, with this allowing, with this celebration of another, you strengthen your harmonize matrix to allow all experience within the whole, to transcend polarity, to develop neutrality about what you observe. Not dissociating from part of yourself so that you do not feel, but to allow the experience to unfolds.
I thank you dear ones for your continued commitments to your growth, to your awareness and development. I have said it before and I would say it again. You are making a difference, as you do your inner work, as you free yourself from patterns and programs that has been placed upon you or that you have been born into, there is a ripple effects that emanates from your being as you release what no longer serves, as you allow more of the true you to emerge.
I thank you dear ones for your commitment to your growth, for wanting to become better versions of yourselves. I love and appreciate each of you dear ones and I thank you.

Susie experienced her Spiritual Awakening on December 13th, 2004. Since that time, she has developed into a Spiritual Guide and Transformation Coach, teaching others how to do what she has done in her own life. Are you going through a spiritual awakening? You may enjoy relating the stories of other like you: Awakening Journeys: The Sacred Emerges

If you want support for your path of spiritual awakening, join The Creation Temple® as a Master Creator. The Creation Temple®

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Susie’s Story of Spiritual Awakening

Susie Beiler’s Story of Spiritual Awakening

Susie experienced her Spiritual Awakening on December 13th, 2004. Since that time, she has developed into a Spiritual Guide and Transformation Coach, teaching others how to do what she has done in her own life. Are you going through a spiritual awakening? You may enjoy relating the stories of other like you: Awakening Journeys: The Sacred Emerges

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Duration: 0:17:11
Date: December 13, 2017

Hi everyone, I was trying to do a Facebook live for you guys so we could have this live interaction in real time but the Wi-Fi here isn’t great. So, I’m trying to take this vacation, but I feel so inspired to share this and to connect with each of you, so here I am not vacationing [laughs] it’s all good.

I wanted to share my story of my initial spiritual awakening. Partly because some of you know it, some of you don’t but really to offer a connection because I know that a lot of you go through this journey and you feel alone at times. You don’t have to. I put myself out there in a very public way sharing a lot of intimate things about my life because I know that many of you are experiencing the same things and I want you to know you’re not alone. You are never alone in what you are experiencing, in what you’re doing. The new answers to your experience may be different than mine but there’s always a connection point, there’s always a place where we can connect in our hearts to have a true relationship. Even if it won’t be energetic, even if I never meet you in person or respond to your comment I don’t know, we still—-we are on this planet together.
I wanted to share this story with you, just as a point of connection and to have you see and feel, hopefully, that you are not alone in your spiritual journey.

So it was 13 years ago, December 13, 2004, and I was at the acupuncture table. It was session number 6 and my acupunctures stayed within the room, which was a little unusual he would usually turn off the lights and leave the room and let the process happen but for whatever reason, he stayed in the room that day. I had this flashback to two days before: I was in nutrition school and my friend who I had actually stayed with at a CFS clinic years before that showed up. She was right there and we gave each other a big hug and whatever. She looked at me and she said “Suzy you don’t have CSF anymore” and I heard what she said but my experience at that time was that I very much did [laughs] so I just—-I acknowledge what she said and just kind of let it go.

Then the next day I’m sitting in class – the nutrition school, we were going through this exercise where we had to write down what we wanted the next day, the next week, a month from now, a year from now, five years from now. When you are in the chronic fatigue you’re not necessarily thinking about what you want to accomplish a week from now, you’re just trying to get through the day, you’re just trying to survive and hopefully, you can get everything done you need to that day, let alone a week from now. I was very quickly getting overwhelmed and I was very [sighs] there was a lot of resistance coming up within me because it was just very overwhelming to think like “I don’t know, I don’t know what I want to accomplish a week from now, let alone five years from now, ten years from now” until I broke down. I lost it and there was actually—-I was actually kind of sitting towards the front, it was a room of like a thousand people and to the left of me there was like a ledge and so I don’t know what I was thinking. I was probably in the state of overwhelm but I climbed up on the ledge [laughs] and I laid down and one of the attendants came over and they were like “are you okay?” and I’m like, clearly I wasn’t. So they took me to a room in the back and someone came and started doing Reiki with me and I was a pediatric therapist at that time.

I remember a couple of things about that experience. I know I’m going a little bit of a rabbit hole but I will get back to that acupuncture session. She started giving me Reiki and I was a Christian at that time and I was always taught that Reiki was of the devil and was satanic or evil or whatever and I was kinda like “I’m not sure if this is okay” but there is something about that was and so I went with it. And then I also have this really clear knowing that I had to let go of my title as an occupational therapist and I didn’t know what it meant at that time, I just knew on some level that whatever attachment I had to that title then, I needed to let it to.

Okay, so that all happened the weekend before the Monday, December 15, that I was on the acupuncture table. And I flashed back to that weekend and as soon as I landed on my friends face and her telling me – I don’t have chronic fatigue syndrome anymore, all of a sudden I knew she was right. And it was like that knowing flipped the switch within my body, within my emotional feel, within my brain, my nervous system, everything. I knew throughout my entire being that I was no longer sick and it was truly one of those lightbulb moments, one of those miraculous moments. (I didn’t realize at the time that I was going through a spiritual awakening.

Since that moment my life has never been the same. What happened was, after that I had two weeks where I was just totally at bliss. I thought life was finally going to be easy; life was finally going to feel better, coz I had sickness and all kinds of things since I was an infant. I’ve never had an easy life, not that we were poor but money was never easily accessible, it was always you have to watch how much you spend and “oh, you want that, don’t have money for that, cant have that”, so there was a lot of lack, a lot of—–there was a lot of hardship in my life if I’m being honest. To give parents—-my parents kind of gave us a lot of love, there was a lot of nurturing, there was all of that good stuff too but when it came to my existence on this planet, it was never easy for me. I’m super sensitive. I’m an empath. I’m very driven and determined but that sensitive part of me couldn’t quite cope with being here on this planet and quite know what to do with this [laughs] my environment. So I thought “oh finally I get to enjoy my life, it’s going to be fun and great and easy and whatever” well, you know how the journey goes you guys [laughs] you know there are ups and downs, then you go around and twist and turns all kinds of things.

It’s been 13 years whether I’ve been healing myself or I’ve been digging deep or I’ve been doing my inner work. And a lot of this time I have been sharing myself through video, through my newsletter etcetera. The inner work that I’ve been doing and the realization that I’ve been having. The healing and the transformation I’ve been experiencing.

If you would have known me then, I’m a very different person now. I had a lot of anxiety, I was wound up super tight and I had to undo all of that. To find my inner peace, to find and remember who I am, still in process, to really oh man,—- to work through the [inaudible 0:08:55], the mud, the sludge. I see a lot of spiritual teaching about how easy this journey can be, like putting yourself in state of bliss or in a state of joy and—-I’m not saying that’s not attainable but because we live in polarity, to get to the bliss, you also have to get through all the other stuff that’s on the other side of the spectrum.

So that’s what my journey of the past 13 years really have been – being able to feel my emotions, being able to know who I am, in that moment of awakening and then walk through all the stuff, peel all the layers, peel off the stuff that’s not me so that I can emerge in who I am.

Its kind of a blessing and a curse because very quickly after I had that awakening experience, I saw who I was; not as a human on this planet but as the light as the love. Its hard to describe but I saw who I was and I knew that I could become that, I knew that I could express that and it was very frustrating many times along the journey because I wasn’t expecting that and I wasn’t feeling necessarily even connected to that but I knew that I was that. And it was very challenging to have the patience – patience is not my favorite [laughs] to have the patience to go through the journey, to go through the mock and ick, and the sludge and the shadow, you might want to call it, to go through all of that.

Now I’m not saying I’m on the other side of all of that but I have certainly transform very very deeply, and that’s why I do what I do, that’s why I feel comfortable in my vulnerability, sharing my experiences with you, that’s why I started the creation temple so that you don’t have to feel alone in your journey, so that you can get the guidance and support that you deserve.
I’m very blessed on my own journey, my original acupuncture. I’m still in touch till this day and he’s been my mentor for this 13 years, and I’m so grateful to have that level of support and I know because of who I am and why I came to this planet that I needed to have that level support, coz I’m very sensitive, I’m very—-you know I feel everything, so to have someone who could kind of like keep me in check, keep me humble, that was really important for me.

So, ultimately when you are in those tough places in the journey, I invite you to kind of sink into yourself and remember who you are, remember the love that you are, remember the light that you are. Ask for remembering of why you came to this planet, what your soul mission and you know if you are not getting the answers I could certainly help you with that. I have channeling sections, that’s what we do, we ask for your soul purposes, that help is certainly available for you. Ask, ask these question like “who I’m I? Why I’m I here? What is my soul signature? What is my soul purpose for being here? What is the mastery that I’m working on? What’s in alignment for me?” and to know that you can create your life according to what is aligned for you.

A lot of people when they are talking about manifesting “get the car, the house, the trip to wherever” and if your experience is that you’re not able to manifest those things maybe its because they are not in alignment for you, and to release all the things you think you want and allow your soul to speak, what does your soul want, what’s in alignment for your experience here on this planet from your soul’s perspective and that’s where you find that true bliss, that true joy. There are lots of things that I thought I’d be doing by now in my life that I’m not, that’s okay because I’ve found something so much better, I’ve found my soul desires that instead of living that and that is priceless. I would much rather be living according to my soul’s alignments than satisfying my ego or something like that.

I invite you into that journey – the journey of the soul, and what your soul can tell you and how you can be alleviated in your experience of the spiritual path, because when you are operating from your soul none of the other stuff matters, like—-yes at times I have some fun in manifesting but I’m really asked I don’t even care about that stuff, what I want, what brings me fulfillment is living from my soul, living from my heart desires.

I thank you for joining me on this video and I really want for you, what is best for you, what is best for you from your soul journey from your soul’s perspective, not what I might think you should do in your life but what does your soul want to express to you and what does that look like and how does that feel to you. So I invite you into that frequency, into that feeling of your soul, into that knowing of who you are, at the soul level because that’s where it’s at on this planet right, that’s where where we can access our soul’s desire and live and express those.

Everything changes on this planet, can you imagine if everyone was doing that? That’s why I’m so passionate about the restoring earth to her original condition as heaven because it’s totally possible, absolutely possible but it takes each of us doing our inner work, it takes each one of us on that frequency.

So if you are feeling alone, if you are feeling that you can’t quite figure out how to make that happen, I do invite you to either a one on one session or become a master creator in the master temple because we meet every week online, we get to connect wee get to see each other, you get the guidance and support you need, you get personal channeling, you get activations, DNA activations, heart activations, all kind of things and there is an amazing space that I’ve created for you and so if you resonate with any of those things goto creationtemple.com or Susiebeiler.com and just a quick note: At the end of the year, at the beginning of 2018 our prices on a lot of things, a lot of my services are going up, so if have been kind of waiting or feeling like you want to session but you haven’t quite booked it, I would encourage you to that now before the beginning in 2018 and you would get a lower price .

I love you guys thank you again for joining me in this video and I would see you again in the next one. Much love, Muah!