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Love Yourself. Accept Yourself. Trust Yourself.

Project Title: Love Yourself. Accept Yourself. Trust Yourself.


Duration: 0:34:18

Date: March 5th, 2018

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Susie: Hey guys hello Max and I are here from our villa in Greece or Tuscany or whatever that is.

Max: Wall papered street here. It’s pretty obvious.

Susie: Good to laugh. Yeah it’s only see like the wrinkled over there it’s pretty funny.

Max: Well I said no fun though spectra 00:25.

Susie: Anyway I’ve been noticing hey Cynthia I’ve been noticing some of you talking about loving yourself or you know accepting who you are and just this morning I had a conversation with max about that for myself. So I wanted to come share about loving yourself accepting yourself just how you are because you know it’s always a relevant topic and some of us aren’t very good at it. So we want to kind of make a distinction between complacency accepting yourself the way you are just because you accept yourself the way you are doesn’t mean that you are lazy or complacent or you don’t look at your shadow. That’s not what this is about. So we want to talk about what it really is about.

Max: Yeah.

Susie: By the way we’re almost done with our 40 days of self-love in the creation temple Facebook group but you are welcome to join that group any time and look back at the previous posts you can get some ideas about how to love yourself and accept yourself. So what is self-acceptance?

Max: So self-acceptance is I suppose it’s a form of allowing whatever you’re experiencing in this moment to be as it is not not having this resistance or rejection to like you know like if you have if you have like self-defeating thoughts be like okay that’s part of an expression of myself and so having that space of being willing to understand yourself being willing to hear yourself being allowing of your self-expression and not having to to suppress or defeat what you what you see is negative or bad right. And then from there from that space of compassion understanding then making a choice and how to move forward and how to grow and how to change.

Susie: So self-acceptance involves compassion.

Max: Yes.

Susie: Well okay just do that wonderful 02:46 that’s good.

Max: Yes I mean because compassion is all about understanding why different parts of yourself act out the way they do right. So.

Susie: And you know I wanted to talk about this also because some of you are you know you’ve had hard lives or you’ve you’ve had trauma we’ve all had trauma you’ve had trauma that still you know active within your cellular memory maybe you’re young and you haven’t like quite come into yourself and really accepted who you are or maybe you’re you know a very sensitive being like me and you have trouble with that or maybe you’re older and all your life you have hated yourself or felt guilty or never really fully accepted yourself and so wanted to kind of break it down so that you could really come into that space of loving acceptance of yourself and that compassion bringing compassion I like that. Yeah.

Max: Yeah. So you wanted to talk about certain distinction.

Susie: Right. So allowing what is occurring in the moment and allowing whether it’s you know something internal or something that you’re seeing external. Acceptance doesn’t mean that you are you know that you sit back and you’re complacent with it. Acceptance means that you find a space within yourself it’s like you’re finding that peace within yourself where you are loving yourself you’re loving what is in the moment instead of trying to change it. Maybe it serves a purpose. Maybe that challenge or mastery opportunity as I like to call it is there for a reason. And so accepting it doesn’t mean that you are you know just resigned to it but it does mean that you allow it to unfold and even work with it.

Max: Right so it’s a difference between resisting the thing that maybe you’re wanting to be different or wanting to be more clear in yourself rather the other way of navigating is to collaborate with it right. To see you know why it is the way it is and what it needs to to have to be okay with change right. For that part of yourself to be okay with change yeah.

Susie: Yeah. So we share the example this morning.

Max: All right. Yeah.

Susie: So I was having this long conversation with max. It was kind of coaching me on trusting myself and so I’m experiencing in my body my body is very sensitive it processes everything it processes every energy it processes the universe you know I just I feel everything in my body and on the one hand that’s really cool because it you know it’s a skill that I have when I’m working with clients to to be able to feel deeply whatever they’re feeling things that they you know that I need to bring to their attention that are in their shadow that they may not recognize. On the other hand for me it’s sometimes very challenging because my body’s like you know kind of reactive all the time to everything and you know I’m always asking for ease and grace ease and grace and then I was like I was like well what if what if this makes me stronger and I don’t actually want ease and grace. And what if this isn’t about we thought the issue that I was working with was about trusting myself but what it came down to is actually accepting my body the way it is accepting how it functions accepting its sensitivity accepting the messages it gives me and and honouring that and it’s just as soon as I figured that out it was like oh this is about just loving myself and accepting myself the way I am. And and trusting myself because I’m trusting that my body is doing what it needs to do for me. I’m trusting that I’m listening to my body’s messages and I take inspired action to you know change something if something needs to be changed. Yeah and that’s a very loving thing to do when you can trust yourself when you can accept yourself. So my I’m just sharing an example you may have a situation where you know maybe a client’s beating you up and it’s like you know there maybe there trigger triggering you and you’re not sure like is this something I need to look at or do I just need to accept myself and trust myself that I’m doing the right thing or you know maybe you’re having an issue with a family member and you don’t quite know how to accept the situation and again it doesn’t mean that you just you know go into complacency and throw your hands up in the air like well this is just the way it is you know. There’s always something you can do in the situation to become more of a mastery with those opportunities that come in your way.

Max: I guess another perspective of it could be like where where someone’s expressing something that is you know constrictive and suppressive you know either in their to their own selves or to others and having acceptance of that expression is not the same as how would you say giving so giving it power right and so.

Susie: That’s a good one.

Max: Right and so the so there’s this you know expression you know an example would be a parent abusing a child right. That happens quite often right. And so you allow that expression being that the parent is acting out and the child is you know they’re participating with whatever the soul chose in that situation and you still show up in your power you know. What do you do you feel inspiration to share advice or assistance for for them to grow to change or do you not feel that inspiration and still not give power to what that person is expressing and let that pull your energy down right. So there’s the difference between accepting and allowing each and their expression but there’s there’s a difference between that and giving it power right and letting that be sort of like running the show. So it’s.

Susie: It’s a rough example man.

Max: Right so it’s allowing it’s allowing your your expression and their expression to show up as equals right. And asnd participating in that you know that co-creation if you are inspired if you are resonant with that expression.

Susie: So this is good for empaths right because we’re all the time feeling other people’s energy and other people’s emotion and if we’re not clear about what which energy is ours we can very easily kind of be like dragged along by the emotions and energies of others.

Max: Because in that example right a lot of people feel like very like well I need to step in right that idea. But that can become a pattern itself and you can fall into what is like the the hero pattern or the rescue pattern where you try and solve all the problems and so that’s sort of how how that can get out of balance as well. And so to always check in is this what resonates with my my inspiration of what I’m wanting to participate in and for some people’s it’s yes and for some people it’s no and and not to judge yourself if it is no right. You like you know that’s playing out and you know trusting again this is trust that all will unfold in in divine order in resonance right. And that each will have what they need to move forward and grow and so only checking in with where your part is in that in the whole.

Susie: And that’s you know and this goes probably back to a different video. But that’s where it’s important to know what is your energy and what is the energy of other that’s not you. Because when you can make that distinction as an empath then you can say oh that’s their expression. I don’t need to be affected by what they’re expressing. I can stay centered within my own energy and I can accept myself in the process because a lot of times for empaths this self-love self-acceptance self-trust thing gets convoluted by the energies they’re feeling around them. Like it might not even be you that you know when you’re feeling the energy of distrust or you’re feeling the energy of non-acceptance that might not even be your energy. So again in another video but important to understand that that can be part of what you may be feeling in the moment.

Max: And so plays into accepting that that can’t happen that does happen and also a practice to go with that is holding space for yourself right. Allowing allowing yourself to have space. Another form of acceptance another form of allowing. Saying it’s it’s okay to add space for yourself.

Susie: Exactly. This is and this is another thing I was thinking about too is accepting yourself where you are in the process. So if you are an empath and you haven’t mastered being with your own energy to accept yourself like hey I’m not there yet. If there’s something that like you know like your end goal or you know where you could be and you’re not there yet to accept yourself where you are in the process. I remember one of my you know 5d brothers was sharing something with me and like saying how I should be doing it or could be doing it and I said yes and I’m not yet integrated with the step that comes before that and I accept that within myself that that’s where I am right now on this moment but it was actually really powerful for me to do that instead of beating myself up and be like yeah I should be doing that. Like no I’m not there yet you know I’m still integrating this this step that goes before that so accepting where you are in the journey accepting you where you are in the process especially this messages for those of you who are maybe newly awakening or you know you’ve been on the journey for a while and things have been really challenging because you are deeply sensitive or whatever. Accepting where you are in your spiritual journey and you know trusting. Trusting yourself in that and loving yourself as you go through the journey because you know you are where you are and you can and it doesn’t mean again that you sit back and you’re just like oh well this is the best I can do. Like no there’s always more inner work that you can do on yourself to propel yourself forward to the next step.

Max: So what what is it whenever someone has this idea of a certain ways things should be it should.

Susie: Should is not acceptance.

Max: It should like a source not acceptance right it should like a form of some some form of invalidating what someone’s a either yourself or like.

Susie: It’s a way of invalidating the experience and validating who you are even that’s something man I I work with that a lot actually because I know who I am and I know where I’m going and clearly I’m not there yet and so that’s something that’s something I process a lot actually is.

Max: Should.

Susie: Should yeah I should be like much further along than where I am I talk with my mentor about this all he’s probably tired of hearing it from me. I should be you know like 10 years ahead of where you or whatever and it’s just you know that’s not how life works. Like you could only do so much from your end right you can’t you can’t control everything else you can’t control the timing you can’t orchestrate all the other moving pieces that need to come into alignment. Like it’s amazing where I am if I look back on my whole life and what I’ve accomplished it’s really amazing. And instead of saying I should be much further along than I am I can just you know be grateful and accept myself this is where I am this is I’ve come a long long way it’s pretty amazing.

Max: Accepting your journey accepting where you are on the journey.

Susie: Trusting myself yeah. So I haven’t seen any questions you know been kind of looking at the comments limit I haven’t seen any questions you guys have any questions about this topic so flow self-trust self-acceptance. Any questions. If not we’ll probably end the video but thank you for me and listening me max.

Max: Well thank you. Yeah.

Susie: I hope that by watching this that you can truly look within yourself and ask yourself you know are there any parts of myself that I’m not accepting am I for example are there aspects of my life that I’m not accepting are there shadow aspects that I’m trying to push away or not accepting. It goes both ways right sometimes we’re just as you know reluctant to integrate our light as we are our shadow. So ask yourself are there any parts of myself that I’m not accepting and and give it an honest inquiry because what it will show you if there are parts of yourself that you’re not accepting it will show you what you can work with next. Because yeah I see the question so if when you ask yourself that question it will show you what you have to work with next because there’s always more okay. So what do you do if you’re feeling impatient with your process? Well for me a great practice is gratitude and acknowledging and honouring myself how far I’ve come and what I have done. So looking looking back this is where looking at your past can be healthy I believe. Looking back and saying oh yeah I’ve done this I completed that project I helped that person I you know it used to be this kind of person and now and this person look at your progress look at what you have accomplished and achieved. And yes continue to hold that vision of who you know that you are. Continue to to honour yourself by holding the vision of who you are and instead of you know beating yourself up for not being where you think you should be be grateful to yourself for what you have done okay. So what if you’re feeling inadequate because you’re not moving fast enough. Yeah yeah. Same answer. Use that as your fuel that feeling of being inadequate that feeling of not moving fast enough. That feeling in your body you know you feel the angst of that you feel the frustration or the anger or whatever that feeling or emotion is that comes up when you feel inadequate because you’re not moving fast enough that is your fuel that is what propels you to move forward. And so instead of allowing instead of allowing yourself to get frustrated frustrated and actually hold yourself back use that emotion and channel that emotional energy to propel yourself forward. And then you actually might start moving faster than than you feel where before. What would you like to say?

Max: So that can turn into just forcing it harder in the act of frustration so.

Susie: When I say challenge and use it yeah I’m not talking about forcing. Yeah it’s like harness harness their motion instead of letting it be an emotional leak or an energy leak. Harness the emotion of feeling inadequate and put it in your heart and use it to fuel yourself.

Max: And and so here’s the question what what is adequacy. What is that?

Susie: Yeah exactly.

Max: Adequacy is that should thing again this is a judgment of work right. If you know if you’re experiencing what you’re experiencing and you’re choosing what you’re choosing and you feel that you’re in integrity but you will feel that there has not been enough change or it’s it’s out of balance in some way in that manner it’s this lack of acceptance in some way of where you are with with your process right and so how do I say that it’s you can’t be any further than you already are because you already are where you are and so there there isn’t a difference to be held in wait. Because it’s it already is as it is. And so you’re essentially just throwing yourself into these sort of waited states these states of bringing your energy down but but that doesn’t actually serve the process of moving forward right. So it’s.

Susie: That’s that’s that frustration thing that I mentioned. Like when you allow yourself to become frustrated that’s when the energy starts to turn in on itself.

Max: Right so it’s it’s accepting how you are in this moment how your situation is in this moment and from that point choosing and standing in your choice standing in your knowing trusting yourself and I’m moving from that point and not having it be about the point where you’re at is is lesser or not good enough or any of that yeah because the first step of it is to accept it as it is and then move from there. And so.

Susie: You’re perfect the way you are by the way. This is something I wanted to say at the very beginning actually that’s your perfect the perfect you’re perfect the way you are. And again it doesn’t mean that you don’t look at your shadow that you don’t work with integrating more light but to to know like at your core you’re actually pretty perfect now someone wanted to us to address unconditional self-love versus conditional love. And there was another question coming up where does the idea of unworthiness come from okay so we’ll get to that one. Okay so conditional self-love versus unconditional.

Max: Okay.

Susie: What can we say about that to me it’s pretty self-explanatory because if you have if you have conditional self-love you’re putting your conditions on it. Like I love myself when or I love myself more if or I love myself if that person reflects it back to me that that I’m worthy of love. You know those conditions that we put on love or self-love when you when you truly love yourself without condition you’re simply honouring yourself.

Max: When when the when love is not seen as a condition but rather a.

Susie: You mean an outcome?

Max: Right when it’s not seen as like an action or or an engagement but rather the very foundation of what you are the very substance.

Susie: Yes yes yes. Good good good.

Max: Right and so before anything even happens you’re already before you choose something you’ve already and so.

Susie: Love isn’t the reward love isn’t the outcome.

Max: Love is the very substance of what you are and so you radiate right.

Susie: You just are love.

Max: Right you radiate that to whatever degree wherever you are with that and that’s that’s the foundation of it. So so love isn’t something you find it’s something you emanate is something you are it’s it’s your substance.

Susie: Oh I love it yes thank you for that reminder yes love it okay. Now I have to scroll back and find that other question because someone is asking about okay. Where does this idea of unworthiness come from how have you cleared that belief in yourselves. And I’m guessing that’s the end of the question because that’s all I can see. So if there’s more sure if you could write the second question again that we got it think it. So where does it come from you know it’s it’s part of the program of this matrix it’s part of the patterning that’s been this is my belief that’s been placed upon us to have us be in that energy of unworthiness to have us accept and allow that we’re unworthy you know obviously just like we’re loved we’re worthy. That’s inherently we’re worthy that’s who we are. So those ideas where do they come from years and years and years and thousands of years of patterning and programming on this planet.

Max: It’s basic it’s it’s experiences of internalizing you know trauma internalizing rejection internalizing you know.

Susie: Not knowing any different.

Max: Mistakes or or what what you would perceive as you were intending one thing and something else happened. So so the thing you intended to good ended up being bad and so you aren’t worthy of being good because you’ve made you know mistakes or things that you find out of balance. And so.

Susie: It’s kind like accepting the pattern. Perpetuating it.

Max: Right and so and so part of part of moving past is accepting mistakes. Accepting those growing pains of learning how to navigate life in this limited experience right. It went sideways.

Susie: Yeah it happened. Someone asked to join and then I don’t know how to fix the screen. Is there anything else you want to say about that?

Max: And and so this accepting of.

Susie: Worthiness.

Max: Worthiness. Yes. So accepting of your your nature as as divinity right accepting of your origin accepting of in that state yes you are perfect in all knowing and all seeing in all being and in this state it’s more limited. So accepting that this limited state isn’t you know it isn’t an identical reflection of all your qualities but it is something you’ve come down to intimately experience and so not letting that experience have power over your true essence over your true being right. And so that that comes back to giving power and and the acceptance allowing space it all goes together both certainly internally and externally yeah.

Susie: And so the second part of that question was have I cleared that within myself and come into my full worth and I would say honestly I have not. For the most part you know generally in my day-to-day life and you know my experience I feel worthy I feel valuable. But I think there are probably still some shadow aspects of me that I haven’t yet come into my wholeness or my fullness that are still there where there might be some beliefs or a limitations around my worth yeah. How about you?

Max: Myself?

Susie: Yeah.

Max: I feel fully worthy.

Susie: Okay okay so how have you cleared sorry I have to go like this because comments are sideways. How how have you cleared that belief in yourself. I’m truly coming to write 28:44.

Max: It’s you know it’s a process it’s a it’s a practice a lot of it has been simply verbal expression and like proclaiming it like proclaiming yeah proclaiming it’s true and standing in that that knowing and so there is a certain degree of like you have to experience yourself actually being in that space to know it to believe it and and so in part of that you know with certainly expressing to you is expressing to my friend and and you know just being of that knowing of that worth of that and and it’s it’s within that experience of the expression of it that that I truly hear myself I guess that’s part of it is hearing yourself. And and be in that space of proclaiming your worth. Proclaiming your your value. Proclaiming your your right and yourfreedom and your power and and your knowing and your truth. Just proclaiming it and feel it if you observe yourself feel yourself in that moment of expression. And so that’s definitely a very direct way to address that that belief is and and so if you if you hear if you hear hesitancy if you hear like okay like you hear that you know and look into what what you’re feeling there and so it’s in the expression itself that surfaces anything that that’s stifling that that works.

Susie: Right but how do you actually feel worthy if you’re if you’re not feeling worthy?

Max: How do you feel worthy if you’re not feeling worthy.

Susie: Yeah like how do you get to that space of knowing your worth knowing your value if you’re not actually feeling it.

Max: Lots of practice and a process. So in part I guess I guess you would have a journey first of well what things are do you consider in integrity to your worth. Integrity to your value integrity to your nature in your in your expression in your choice right. What are you what are you choosing that is in alignment with with that that value of your true self. And so if there’s if it’s a short list be like okay so look at your choices and look at what you’re choosing and why you’re choosing you’re like and ask yourself can you be more aligned with your truth and your your value inherent in that truth right. More and more.

Susie: Yeah for me it’s been a process actually of releasing all of those things all of the belief systems all of the programs and patterns you know and really seeing who I am to know that I’m valuable to know my worth. It wasn’t actually like trying to to like come into my worth it was a process of clearing away everything that’s not that. So that I could feel my worth more sure I hope that helps.

Male: So so I guess in a way letting go and realizing what what is not you.

Susie: Yeah exactly yeah.

Max: So the patterns the programs the imprints the implants the traumas the you know however many different ways you want to express it the things that aren’t really of your true nature. They’re just things that you’ve picked up along the journey.

Susie: Yeah and honestly doing my inner work doing that work has really boosted my my value my you know I never had like severe self-esteem issues or anything like that but it really boosted my sense of my value and worth. Because I built this really strong muscle to do my inner work to to clear away the stuff that’s not me and it feels good it feels good to have strengthened that it feels good to have built that muscle within myself and I’m gonna answer this question too she was asking if I am always motivated to do my work and yeah it’s a little off topic but that’s okay because I really like this question. Yeah um pretty much yeah and max I think can attest to that because he’s around coaching me through its humble 33:31 a lot of the times. So I’m I’m pretty much always a gamer for it you know because I because I have realized how important it is how good it feels to come out on the other side how much it contributes to the collective when I clear something and within myself and create a template for someone else. Like that that feels good to me. So it’s not always fun to do the inner work but I’m pretty much always motivated to do it. Because.

Max: Because you feel.

Susie: Because that’s me yeah because I feel yeah. Because it’s who I am.

Max: So there’s some people that that don’t feel or that are clouded in their feelings and they just see it as as trudging through all this stuff that they don’t want to look at so.

Susie: Because they’re not doing anything with it. They’re not actually changing themselves right or theirs how would you say there’s there’s people that will try to do the right thing but not actually address what they’re doing and why they’re choosing like they they’re doing what they think they should do but they’re not.

Susie: But they’re not being led by their heart or by inspiration.

Max: Not really integrating why like what is the what is the fulfilling part of that within the self of doing what resonates. Right. And so that that comes back to finding truly what what resonates in your heart to express an experience. And so and if it’s if it’s you know if it goes against social norms if it goes against you know sometimes I can be a bit of a journey to be like okay I’m.

Susie: To accept yourself.

Max: I’m feeling what I’m feeling yes and everyone says all of these other things should be but that’s you know everyone is is individual in their path and journey and in that way we all play different roles. And to accept that we’re all different.

Susie: Yes that comes back to accepting you for who you are the way that you are. Your your body or emotional feel how you’re wired your constitution everything just accepting all of that about yourself and using turning those into strengths using those to your benefit. Like having a sensitive body can be annoying sometimes but on the other hand it’s a really powerful strength when I’m in service. So like we you all have that you know I’m just using my personal example but we all have those things that on one hand it can be a pain in the butt but on the other hand if you take the positive side of it can be something really powerful that you use for your benefit or the benefit of those you serve. So accepting all parts of yourself it’s a beautiful thing.

Male: I guess an analogy an illustrative analogy would be not wanting to take out the trash and it piles up and up and up but the benefit of taking out the trash. That’s been piling up and up and up. It’s something that can be uncomfortable but once is done there’s a much cleaner and clearer space.

Susie: Yes let’s talk it about shadow work.

Max: But that’s the a very direct sort of analogy is you know it’s it’s kind of gross to handle an icky 37:05 and you don’t really want but but as you know you step up you move through it and when it’s all cleaned you have a much cleaner home a much cleaner vessel right.

Susie: You wash your hands afterwards.

Max: You’re free of it you know being on the back of your mind like yeah it’s it’s.

Susie: Yeah take out the trash oh shoot I’ll suppose take out the trash yesterday. It’s like once you do it it’s like ah ha another space to grieve.

Max: And and and so you’re free from a lot of you know if it’s if it’s an issue with with some family drama like to address you know why why is constantly on your shoulders while you’re taking stress about it why while while it’s bringing down you know so it’s like it affects a quality of life a lot.

Susie: Yes absolutely.

Max: And to clear these things is to be free of that and have a better quality of life for yourself so there is a very like you know addressing it has benefit pretty directly.

Susie: Yeah so again some acceptance does not mean that you you know don’t look at it and push it under the rug. It absolutely means that you address anything that comes up.

Max: The acceptance part is picking up the trash not saying that the trash is I accept the trash and it’s such a great thing that’s gonna stay here. The acceptance part is actually picking up and look I’m accepting it I’m holding it and I’m gonna do.

Susie: Like I am accepting it it needs to go out.

Max: And I’m gonna do something with it alright. So that there’s the illustration of acceptance.

Susie: That’s so cute I love it.

Max: You have to accept it you have to pick you up and then you can move it.

Susie: Alright guys I whink we are gonna wrap up now. Really appreciate you being with us today if you have any questions after you know if you’re watching the replay or whatever you can put those in the comments. Lots of love you guys. See you in the next video. Oh if you want help with some of this stuff you can schedule a session I’m here for that.

Max: Oh that’s good.

Susie: So yeah you don’t have to do it by yourself. All right. Love you guys.

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Susie experienced her Spiritual Awakening on December 13th, 2004. Since that time, she has developed into a Spiritual Guide and Transformation Coach, teaching others how to do what she has done in her own life. Are you going through a spiritual awakening? You may enjoy relating the stories of other like you: Awakening Journeys: The Sacred Emerges

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Light vs Shadow & How The Dark Serves the Light

Project Title: Light vs Shadow & How The Dark Serves the Light


Duration: 0:34:18

Date: February 25th, 2018

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Susie Hello happy Sunday everyone. Here’s Max. It’s always fun to do with Max. So we were talking earlier we get into these deep high-level discussions about things and in another video I shared about what’s happening right now on the planet and how you know the light is shining upon the shadow and it looks like chaos but really it’s just the light shining upon the shadow and so we’re seeing everything that was once hidden and this is actually a good thing. So that video is on YouTube you can watch that if you like. But we got into this discussion today about what’s actually happening from this perspective where it’s affecting us in the collective and and what we need to do to heal so that we can move forward. So I’d like to chat a little bit with you guys about that.

Max: Yeah so um where do you want to start? Do you want to start how like the light and dark or unity and polarity?

Susie: Yeah well so I can share some examples of what I mean by this whole conversation. I know like I feel like I’m not giving it a good foundation for this conversation but…

Max: So what was what was the example of something you feel but because you said healing whatever you feel discomfort around.

Susie: So there’s there’s some dissonance that is coming up for people as the shadows being revealed as the dark is being revealed and for me personally I remember when I came out of source and into more form where I felt like I wasn’t doing a good enough job because I was limited by form where you know and source you’re unlimited. And those patterns still play out for me today if I’m not you know if I’m not aware if I’m not careful. So that’s that’s this example of dissonance and how the shadow is serving us actually because it’s it’s showing us it’s showing us what we need to heal and where we need to heal.

Max: So let’s talk about that.

Susie: Yeah let’s talk  about it.

Max: So in unity consciousness in oneness the sort of the idea of what people share acting as one in one resonance in one creation is sort of following that pattern of the Flower of Life right everyone’s connected at their centers all operates as one and there’s resonance and harmony and that’s heaven right. So from that experience that being sort of where souls began you know exploring this initial exploration of duality coming from from unity to duality we just did the same thing that we knew how to navigate experience right. We followed the same pattern right. So the same sort of structure each connected at their center each creating. The issue with duality is that in that experience each of us have individual creation resonances right. So
for myself I want to create something different than this person and this person wants to create something different than this other person but we’re all sharing a co-creation we’re all sharing the same space. So in that in our you know first coming into polarity everyone’s in full expansion, full power, all this light and energy and creation all at once in the shared space and what happens is everything clashes right. Because we’re sharing you know this finite space with these really powerful creations.

Susie: And that’s what we’re really seeing right now on the planet is the clash. All the creations that haven’t worked in harmony.

Max: So in that in that space there is this dissonance of energy when each is standing in this pure knowing and power there’s this dissonance that rattles your very essence. And Susie experienced that very directly. Susie: Yeah so I’ll share a little bit about that. So and I as I share this I just want to extend that you may be feeling the dissonance as well and not even realize that that’s what you’re feeling. You may be feeling rattled to your core and not realize that you’re actually feeling the dissonance of all the clashing creations on the planet right now and in the universe too it’s not just a planetary thing so…

Max: And Beyond. Sure how far I’ll do wanna go right 05:14. So recently Max shared something with me that was very much his truth and I could very much feel that he was standing in his truth it was totally like a line for him his truth very solid very grounded and it wasn’t my truth. And I in my truth was very I probably wasn’t as grounded with it as he was in his because I’m an empath and I like feel all the stuff so it you know shakes me a little bit. But I felt to my core just rattled that’s a great word for it. It just like shook me and it was because I felt so much dissonance because my truth was very very different than yours like opposite. So you know I mean you don’t get much more dissonant than that right and so it was like okay how do I support him in his truth and stay centered in my heart with my truth. It was a very challenging and it just brought to light you know that’s kind of what we’re doing on the planet right now. Us as light workers we’re standing in our truth what we know we’re creating what we know is possible yeah and meanwhile all around us we see craziness and and school shootings and you know all the stuff that’s happening and it’s like whoa! Am I really you know creating what I think I’m creating? How is it possible for me to create something of light when all of this is happening around me?

Max: So now with that perspective coming back to the earlier conversation, how this rattling of the very core of our essence each of us in that initial experience of everyone simultaneously in this full powerful creation mode rattled each other and that was probably very very traumatic I mean like you think about how how much in oneness there is there is connectedness and harmony with with each with one another and then to see what your creations have done to each other in that rattling of everyone’s essence and that’s a very like oh my goodness what do we do? Right?

Susie: And yeah and that’s what we’re that’s our job right now to heal our cellular trauma. From anytime we played the the shadow role or anytime we play the light role and we’re harmed by the shadow either way we need to heal all of that at the cellular level.

Max: Or we were rattled by the dissonance.

Susie: Or yeah or we were rattled by the dissonance coming from source or coming from the shadow into the light. Coming out of source and into form or coming out of you know a dark universe into the light and like you know just being blasted with the light and the dissonance that created. So this stuff is you know it may be playing out in your life now and you may be seeing you know those patterns show up in your life today and the cause is likely you know eons 08:34 of time ago.

Max: So how the dark is serving the lights? In this conversation so in this space of you know we’ve all come into polarity and we all have this dissonance going on and we’re all rattled and it’s like very traumatic right. So however many souls choose to play the role as a temporary solution was to constrict and suppress each other until there was only one or a few creating and so there was some form of harmony and some form of order and structure.

Susie: He’s talking about the Cabal just in case you’re not aware of that.

Max: And so and so that gave even though it was you know an engagement that was uncomfortable and something that causes a lot of suffering. It was more manageable than that dissonance of being rattled of being unable to function on you know like it’s it gave at least some stability. And so in that temporary solution you know they are serving the light being that they’re holding back this great mass pandemonium of creation until we can figure out how to do this harmoniously right. So in a way they are kind of waiting on us they are the ones asking us for help whether you know I don’t know their perspective is if they still have that understanding. And so that is how how those two roles are dancing together they’re not it’s not truly light and dark it’s that within how things are structured that is what is most stable and and resonant until we can create something more harmonious and resonant. And so…

Susie: Everybody take a deep breath this is where we’re gonna tell stuff. I know it’s hard for some people to accept and allow that the beings playing the shadow role right now are actually serving us. Can we talk about that a little bit more? And how acceptance and allowance is not the same as complacency. It doesn’t mean that we just let them do their thing and we just sit back and watch it all unfold we have a role to actively play? What would you say to someone who is saying really want us to accept and have gratitude for the Cabal for what they’re doing? How would you respond to that?

Max: Well to to obviously this whole conversation how we understand what that constriction and suppression is serving right? Not only in showing how you know what we don’t want what doesn’t resonate what is you know in that but also how to to rise above these situations and still choose what is what is integrity with our divinity right. So the in that way it serves and also holding back this great amount of dissonance. Now there is…

Susie: Which gives us a sense of safety.

Max: Right so so there is also depending on depending on your path and what you’re choosing there is sort of like this how would you say individuals that choose to go back to unity all right. So there’s polarity there’s discomfort there’s there’s mastery of letting all that go and then there’s transition back to unity right. And so that you know looks like the process of letting go of you know all these dense energies and transmuting all these things and such. And there are others that try to master polarity and manifest their visions and end up often doing it at the costs of others right. So they’re wielding the light and the dark because that is the encompassing energy in polarity not just a light not just the dark to wheel both 13:19. And that often ends up being convoluted and out of integrity with our wholeness and divinity right. So that is another path that some choose and then others try to isolate themselves from everything and simply build a bubble of only than they’re their own essence and resonance and light. And so these are sort of three different main paths that individuals choose to navigate from being in polarity. And what I’m you know from my idea, my perspective is to navigate it a fourth way, a different way and that’s to actually change the structure right. To change the structure of duality so that there are harmonious spaces for unity, harmonious spaces for the the duality light and for the duality darkness right. So so the light in in unity and then the light so there’s a distinction there. And so this restructuring would have the the shadow at the surface serving as a buffer for those resonant spaces right so that they’re not leaking into others creations right. So so it’s giving the shadow a harmonious role in in duality to allow unity and resonance in each our own creations in expression and experience.

Susie: Do you guys have questions about what he’s sharing? Because this is like for the mind to wrap around and just like wait what?

Max: So it’s a form of blossoming the flower of light. That’s what you referred to it. And so it’s it’s opening the center space of each of each portion of the flower.

Susie: Do you have do you have those drawings handy by any chance?

Max: Well it’s it’s thought you shared it on your Facebook.

Susie: Yeah but to show to show them now.

Max: I don’t know how to display images on this?

Susie: No I thought maybe you had some drawings like.

Max: Oh I haven’t printed any.

Susie: Okay so just a quick explanation. So the regular flower of life and then he’s drawn something where the the space is open in between each connection point and I call it the blooming flower of life because it’s like it’s opened up and I feel like when I look at those images I feel like the original flower of life has been holding the structure for us because we need some kind of structure as human beings you know being informed, being on this planet, being in density. We need this structure to kind of you know assist us and keep us safe and provide the structure for creation and all of that. And now we’re at a point where we can start to evolve beyond that like we’ve come into more mastery we don’t necessarily need this intense structure to to hold us and this blooming flower of life it’s when I look at it I can feel like this opening this expansiveness moving out of the original structure of the flower of life and into this evolved expanded state. And it’s pretty cool I encourage you to… I’ll try to find the pictures that Max has given me and post them in the comments after we’re done with this video so you can look. Just at the differences and see what you feel from it. Yeah.

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Max: And and so that movement in in the geometry, in the structure is essentially each letting go of that center right and so this transition of letting go of how each has been bound together at the center point and allowing it to spread apart and allowing it to unveil what has been hidden behind that center point right. So it’s a form of opening that that door and so letting that true essence shine through that has been shut this whole time.

Susie: So the dark really serves us by showing us how to move back into unity. Max: Right and there’s you know there’s lots of lessons about how to how to create a manifest and wield you know energies of the light and dark and how that how that is sort of the encompassing energy in this expression of duality right. It’s not just light it’s not just dark but there’s also the part of balance which is what those who serve that that unity consciousness are bringing to this. So it’s not just about duality or not just about unity but it’s about bringing both together in harmony.

Susie: Yeah and so how do we do that? Through acceptance. Through finding the peace within ourselves moving into our hearts instead of operating from our minds and our judgments.

Max: Well operating from all of our selves.

Susie: Operating from all of ourselves like centered within our hearts.

Max: So so it’s you know aligning your your ego desires, with your heart desires, with your soul desires, with with your your intentions, with your focus, with your resonance, with your imagination, with with your breath all of it together not just one piece not just the best you know what you consider the best or the most delightful or this or that. But accepting all of your light and shadow and still choosing what is in integrity with yourself as divinity in that pure source state.

Susie: Yeah once you accept the shadow within yourself once you accept any darkness that you find within yourself. It’s much easier to look out into the word and be in acceptance… Oh Alex we love you too. Be an acceptance of what you see and the chaos and you know the disharmony that you see. So that’s really the place to start and as we alluded to earlier healing the dissonance within yourself because moving into unity is about accepting both the light and the dark, the shadow and the light and if you’re not okay with something shadowy you can’t transcend polarity. You can’t move back into unity back into source. And so that’s what I feel like my personal work is and then sharing with others how they can do that for themselves and you guys I talk about inner work all the time. If you’ve watched anything I’ve ever talked about before I’m always mentioning inner work. Because when you work on yourself, when you find those shadow aspects, when you embrace your light aspects, when you embrace all of it and do that inner work healing on your inner child, all of that is going to help you transcend polarity transcend the duality so that we can move back into unity we can start co-creating in a harmonized way. Even if my creations aren’t exactly matching up with yours it’s okay because I accept myself, I accept you as you are and that’s where the unity happens.

Max: Yeah and it’s allowing space that comes back to opening all those harmonious spaces. And so you know we’ll have moments where we come together and we share experience and some other things we may perceive and experience may be very different right and this is where it gets into you know oddities of linearity and and fination 21:26 where where what I you know external experience may become very different than what you externally experience. And that’s just because that power of manifesting has gotten to that level where it becomes very physicalized and it in order to remain harmonious it has to have those separate space separated spaces in those ways right. So it may only be a portion of certain external physical things that we share experience with such as you know the ground and you know maybe a house or a road or whatever and then other objects in our experience may be different right. And so that’s sort of how it gets into this interesting dilation of physicality and and how that harmony actually physicalizes all right.

Susie: So let’s talk practically you know Max and I live together. When we had the experience where I felt the dissonance one of the things I did was I took physical space and I said you know I can’t talk about this with you right now. I need to just be in my own space with this and and that’s what we did. And because he’s accepting of me and I’m accepting of him and we give each other our freedom it worked out beautifully. And then I was able to heal the dissonance and come back together and that’s all peachy keen. But that’s something to consider in your everyday life when you are experiencing dissonance with the creation of others to take space for yourself if you need it. Now if you’re someone that’s like has a really strong constitution and you’re not quite as sensitive and you can like stay in the room with other people that are having different creations that’s awesome that’s beautiful you know I bow to you. But if you’re anything like me who’s super-sensitive and you’re like feel like all the distance from everyone it’s okay to take a little space and to have your you know cocoon yourself for a little bit until you figure out how to heal you know the dissonance that you feel within.

Max: Now did you want to share we’ve been doing every day?

Susie: But first I want to I want to extend an invitation to light workers to you guys who are with us right now and watching this later to to really step into this work of accepting other light workers and their creations like that’s the place to start. Because you and I both know we see light worker bashing happening all the time. It’s true and it’s really disheartening for me because and look I’m not perfect but this I do practice this when I notice someone you know someone I would consider a light worker and they are creating something different than I am to like celebrate their creations and celebrate who they are and how they’re doing it and not judge it. And that’s if we want to come into unity if we want anything to change in this planet you guys it starts with us. We have to take responsibility for how we interact with others how we judge them or not how we accept them or not that’s where we need to start. You know first starting with yourself and then playing with other and co-creating with other light workers yeah.

Max: Yeah and that I mean the main sort of venue for a lot of people with that is compassion right. So putting yourself in their perspective having understanding of why they choose what they choose and you know allowing them to be at choice right. And so when you when you stand in that space of compassion it’s not about them being right or you being right or wrong right. It’s just understanding why they choose what they choose and understanding that it is their choice and that you choose what you choose right. And so that gives a much more stable foundation to engaging with others that have different creations.

Susie: Yeah yeah I can think of an example of another light worker who you know just totally can’t agree with what I’m doing and and sent me a message and told me this. I was like oh okay you know you choose what you choose and recently my guidance told me to give this person some money because they needed it and I was like okay so I contacted them and got their PayPal or whatever. For me that’s an example of you know they don’t like what I’m doing but that doesn’t matter, I see their heart and their intentions and that they’re pure and true and so if they’re they need help as a fellow human and I was guided to help I’m gonna do it. I’m not gonna like hold back from them because they don’t like me you know. So that’s what I’m talking about like these practical things accepting each other and supporting each other, building each other up. However you feel called 26:39 to do it that’s what needs to happen if we want to shift this thing. And we want to shift this thing right? Yay!

Max: So do you want end? 26:48

Susie: I think that’s a different topic in a different video but if your heart is feeling guided to share it we can.

Max: Oh well I just thought it was relevant because that’s sort of how this all came up was was standing in our truth, our knowing and our creations right and so each day we’ve been sharing our truth, our knowing and our creations right. Our creations light and in that more and more you know choosing to be of authority of our own experience right that we are you know standing in that truth that we are divinity right. And as divinity there’s nothing you know there’s nothing else to answer to but our own choices right and our choices as individuals, our choices as a collective right. Because as divinity that’s all there is right and then we create and then we come down into these experiences and we experience this limited portions of what we’ve created but it’s still us right. And so stepping back into that space of power and knowing that it is of choice right and choosing something different than what we experience here now right. And so and so I’ve been choosing you know very resonate creations with my heart, my soul, my knowing, my choices, my alignment of energy would have been focused on and Susie has been expressing hers and they’re different. But they have some similarities some crossovers right and allowing that space for each to express understanding their power and to as a human reclaim that divinity of self.

Susie: Everybody take a deep breath. How does it feel to reclaim your divinity? How does it feel how does it feel to create from your divinity? This whole conversation actually did come about because I was I felt some resistance as I started to go into what I was creating. You know I have this 500 million billion dollar vision. And in my from my heart it structured a certain way which excludes certain people or certain experiences. And if I’m if I’m about acceptance and inclusion like I was fine I was I experienced the dissonance within myself of my own creation. What’s so funny?

Max: Because you’re saying these words I’m about acceptance and inclusion and yet you’re in some ways you’re resisting…

Susie: I was doing it in myself.

Max: Well yeah you’re resisting the human condition of of having a finite experience. It’s ironic it’s really ironic.

Susie: So I had to sit with it for a while and really be okay with I have all this source energy flowing through and expressing through me and here I am as a human in this limited form and okay. How do i how do i transcend that polarity? Yeah so how do I do that? Max: Oh yeah lots of acceptance going on.

Susie: Yeah so let’s wrap this up so how does the dark serve ?

Max: How does the dark serve? It serves in in holding a a form of structure, of stability from this dissonance of these powerful creations until we replace it with something better right. So it is serving that sort of structure until we replace it right and it will still play a role but its role will be different.

Susie: And I do remember probably about a year ago now prime creator did share how we were creating a new harmonized matrix? Whether it would change our ability to co-create? Well there might be a dissonance I do remember that so that’s happening.

Max: Ye a h standing you to 31:29, stand in your knowing, stand in your divinity. Create what resonates with your truest depth of self and just know.

Susie: And any cellular trauma that comes up for you as you move through this find your wholeness in it heal it. Max: And allow everyone to have their own space and that means allowing yourself too. Susie: Yeah that’s the biggest one isn’t it.

Max: Allowing yourself to have space and harmony in your own creations not self-sacrificing right. Allowing others to have their creations not judging not having to reach that at they’re doing right and just shine your light.

Susie: By the way you guys I don’t know if you can see this with the lighting and her all kind of funky but this is u this is one of the pieces I made. One of the activator jewelry pieces this is transmuting the shadow there’s little rose quartz on here for transmuting the shadow. So that is I’m wearing it today but it is available for sale so if anyone wants it it’s 133 and you can go to Susiebuy.com/halo or Susiebuy.com/donate. And let me know that it’s yours and 20% tide32:47 will go to David Hopkins and the building of his ark. So I just wanted to share that in case this belongs with one of you guys. Much love everyone thank you for being with us today thank you for being with me today. Max: Well thank you for inviting me. Susie: And thank you for being with myself.

Max: I thank myself being myself. No there is something about gratitude of self in fullness of self and integrity of self and so being aligned with all parts.

Susie: Absolutely yeah sometimes… Well sometimes we don’t want to recognize ourselves because it’s like I’m gonna stay humble you know that’s my thing anyway I don’t know it’s like God I just I don’t want to appear to like whatever I just you know and it’s like no I love myself thank you Susie for all that you do.

Max: Would you come back to this whole conversation?

Susie: I know. I know. I’m still learning you guys I’m on the journey with you I’m still learning.

Max: Do not let doubt dim your truth.

Susie: Yeah Amen. Shine as bright as you want and if you’re shininess brings up my shadow awesome then I get a chance to look at it.

Max: Be you willing to stand in your light even when the shadow is uncomfortable. Good thing.

Susie: All right love you guys thanks for being with us mwah. See you next video.

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Susie experienced her Spiritual Awakening on December 13th, 2004. Since that time, she has developed into a Spiritual Guide and Transformation Coach, teaching others how to do what she has done in her own life. Are you going through a spiritual awakening? You may enjoy relating the stories of other like you: Awakening Journeys: The Sacred Emerges

If you want support for your path of spiritual awakening, join The Creation Temple® as a Master Creator. The Creation Temple®

OR get a 1:1 session with Susie: https://susiebeiler.com/services